This wasn’t something that I was training for or anticipating, it just happened. Last November I had the deepest most profound experience that has changed my life forever. Since then my mind has been trying to make sense of it and all the change I feel impacting my world. What was once familiar really isn’t anymore but its better than I could ever imagine.
I feel like all the healing, the cleansing, the releasing of my heavy burdens that I’d worked on enabled this huge awakening to happen to my body. Literally like on that cartoon when you shed and break free to become a different version of you, a metamorphosis.
Our kundalini energy is an energy that lays dormant at the base of our spine. It feels now like I live in a dream world and see and experience magical moments beyond what words can describe. However, at the time of this awakening I was terrified, my body fully took over and all I could do was watch as my arms and my legs were flinging themselves from side to side, my head rolling around like something from the exorcist, I was being lead into different positions which gave me visions of past lives I thought I was going to die and the fear definitely got the better of me for the first part. I had to delve so deep to find some acceptance that I might actually die and as soon as I surrendered to it all, the words “cosmic healing” came to me and then a magical wave of absolute bliss took over, it felt like I was receiving a cosmic surgery, a divine healing from another source whilst something was was being activated in my body.
Since this experience and the relief that I didnt die…. it’s like I’ve been feeling my way through life as a brand new person, discovering what is now real, what excites me, what my newly aligned path is revealing, testing my intuition and limits that I’ve unpacked and who, what and where doesn’t match my frequency anymore.
I feel such a strong force of trust that’s guiding me and have fine tuned the solid yes from my body when I’m meant to make something happen. Yet along with this my mind searches for familiarity and some kind of comfort.
This has given me access to such depths of feeling that I have no choice but to get my mind out of the way of. Not having anything to compare what I’m experiencing too, the mind would only get in the way, so I feel and am lead by signs and guidance from a something else.
The freeing up of my body means that I can clearly witness the unravelling of stories and energy from my body, my body moves as it needs to. I get out of the way. I see the impact of this on my work too, the depth of where people can get to is like a catalyst for healing.
The ego wants to cling onto stories of pain and suffering and blame, this all prevents healing and will try to show up with all kinds of stories and reasons to not go there, yet the soul wants to break free. You get to choose which part of you to side with.
Everything is your choice. Life is always working so perfectly for us.
It is my wish to bring more awareness to the power of our bodies and have everyone access spiritual power
This is what sparks my soul.
Love Eloise